I’ve been numb to you both. I’ve been made numb to your traumas and to your personal struggles in life. There have been years where deep down I wanted to know you both, to be a daughter that you both could be proud to have, to be someone that could help lift you both up.
Admittedly I never really understood what it meant to be a good daughter because I never really understood what it meant to have a good father. I over-achieved to earn the best I could, the only reason I exist is because two crack addicts lived too recklessly and I was the result.