This is most definitely not your average 9-to-5 job. Free from the office and the boss; no taking work home with you.
Those tricked me, but I eventually gave up. Does it make you wonder?
Humans are rational creatures. We tend to weigh the pros and cons and choose what is best for us. However, the hardest part is to take a risk, take action, and accept the consequences of your decision. Things are going to be alright. There will not be perfect timing. Adjust and adapt yourself over time, and always have a backup plan.