I apologize for the length of this, but I had several dozen things I had to get off my chest. It seems to be the American way lately, to overwhelm people with more than any reasonable person should be expected to put up with.
I have lost all trust in the people of this country. I have reason to believe that if I stay, I will die, murdered through incompetence or indifference. The USA has a long history of being petty and vindictive against me.
I don’t fear for retaliation from any official organization. It’s the unofficial mobs of narcissists, idiots, jealous, uninformed, selfish, or just plain evil people that frightens me.