The husband went on a weekend away and I found myself at home riding a never-ending rollercoaster of emotions. I was so thankful that I had made plans to see friends, it felt like an actual lifeline, I really didn’t want to be alone whilst I was feeling like this.
Of course, I couldn’t surround myself with people and distractions the entire time, so there were times when I was alone and quite frankly, they were horrific. I was relieved when the husband returned before the madness of my own mind swallowed me whole.